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here today. That's okay it was nice for two lol. Don't know what I was going to say. I don't have a whole lot going on.

My last of the four ferals I fostered has been set free to roam the house though she is a bit afraid to leave the foster room. Los Gatos has decided that since she can be friendly that she should get a chance to be adopted. Fortunately my little Odin has befriended her and so he goes and hangs out with her. I just went in there and there was a cat laying in each open crate lol. I keep the sliding door to the patio opened a crack and the cats get to roam out there as they please. It has brought me great joy working out there and it is still a work in progress but it is getting there. My dog door came yesterday, I had to special order it. It works based on the sensor on the dog's collar so will only open when I set it to and will only let the dogs out not the cats. Soon I will have my fence up and I can just open the sliding door and the dogs can go out on their own and will be safe. This all will be perfect for fostering and I can do a variety of dog sizes cause I ordered the big door.

Sat here spacing out and working myself up to tears. Spent all day yesterday crying on and off. I don't want to do it again. I am so sick of feeling sick in my head. The pain is bad enough but I don't want to be sick in my head anymore. I am exhausted from the never ending anxiety and depression. I am exhausted from one thing after another going wrong. Some times I don't want to do it anymore. Then I think of Rose. Her strength, her determination, her loyalty, her love, her devotion and everything she is going through and I feel like a whiny child.


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