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This will be the year without a christmas tree. Chunk won't stop climbing it and I am not putting my precious decorations on a tree for him to destroy. So I can get rid of this fake tree and we will try again next year with a real tree. I think he will be older and a real tree harder to climb into so we will forgo the tree this year. I will make my charlie brown tree pretty.

My list of things to do fluctuates though always at the tip top is the quitting smoking. I think I am going to ...

see something new at the top of the page so I have no idea how this will work out. woke at 3:30 this morning. I kind of am reaching a point of where I am 53 years old and I want to stop stressing about all the things I am not doing. What I really want is to be happy enough to be able to change some things. Does that make sense. Is it easier to change a few things you don't like about your life if you find some sort of happiness within oneself. Stop worrying about getting some things done because ...

If I did not get any laundry done. Instead I got about a half a dozen other things done and by then my knees were blown out. I went out and got the stuff for my ferals and some desperately needed shopping done. so after that I didn't get to my ferals. thank God I don't have to go out Christmas shopping. Got it done online thanks to Amazon.

This fostering and animal saving sure is hard. It is heartbreaking and makes you hate people but there are so many heroes out there from all walks ...

Haven't been keeping up. The house is not really suffering but that is about as far as things get. Almost like trying to change things in my life has caused me as much if not more stress and anxiety than if I were stop trying so hard and just let it come naturally instead of trying to force it. And good lord let's throw guilt in there. Guilt at not getting things done when I think they should be done. I almost wish I had a daily schedule and do such and such at this time, right on through the day. ...

Brown, decided it is a brown day. 6:30 not too early especially since I went to be at 7:30. Wow was I wiped out. Had been up since 4:30 a.m. and no nap. Put up with Brandon crying starting bright and early. Jen has threatened to keep the kids away from him. The whole thing is just sad neither know how to adult when it comes to a relationship. They both act petty. I shouldn't complain, many of us go into panic mode when a relationship ends. I know I did.

I seem to have adopted and become ...