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thinking on it and it really bothers me so I shall put it down with the rest of my crap. I love BT, I truly miss it. It has become a place with only three real active forums that have managed to gather up all the other forums and just kind of included them in their groups. Chit chat, emotional support, exercise, caregiver support and so many others have rolled themselves up into two or three forums and now the other forums rarely get used. If someone were to come here they would see that the only ...

Looks like it is going to be a beautiful day out then again it is only sunrise. I hate this whole time change. It is dark for so long now when I get up. Spring is here. The snow for the most part is gone. Brandon helped me clean out my car and pick up all the little bits of trash that had been blown around the neighborhood and froze in my yard. Been terribly windy here lately, had my trashcans tip a couple times and I think my pizza and doughnut boxes blew in the neighbor's yard. Along with all ...

this morning. Woke up to pee and found I was wide awake. So I will play for a bit and then probably go back to bed for a while. What the hell, it's Sunday. Been thinking the last couple weekends about going back to church. Wish I had a friend to go with me.

Got my sentence from the club, 90 day suspension. Thanks to Jammie who pled my case for me. God I feel so stupid and of course everybody up there knows so I am sure I will get ragged on for a while. Went yesterday morning to get ...

a mix of things. I woke early this morning so have been up since five. Back on my 5:30/6 wake up time. Had to take a mental health day yesterday and spent most of the day in my room, lounging, napping, watching tv and eating til I made myself sick. Felt really lousy all day. Hoping this is not a double take today.

I am finding that Brandon and I get along pretty good. He has matured so much and I give him his little bit of freedom that he needs to feel like he lives here too. It drives ...

is poking it's head out this week. Supposed to get thunderstorms tomorrow. Almost time to start cleaning up the yard. Did a bit yesterday. Winds blew our trash cans over and garbage got critterfied and was leaking every where. Plus snow is melting and we had some trash get uncovered by the road that was compliments of the fine gentleman that was doing our garbage over the snow days.

I have really been thinking about my depression and how tired I am of being this way. For some reason ...