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  1. I am in one of my

    blah states of mind. So I can say that despite the chaos and things breaking down I am on a plateau of feeling. Not seriously depressed not happy or content just blah. Guess that is better than depressed. I am tired mentally.

    Thought my car was to get fixed this last weekend. That asshat waited until the last minute to order my part so now I have at least another week to go. Stuck home all week again. He says he doesn't mind if I use his car but it is a pain in the butt hauling him
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  2. Yet again

    another two days of rain. Yesterday was nice but it rained yesterday morning. So no burning or mowing. If I hear one more person suggest that Brandon mow the lawn we are both gonna explode. Give me the gas money yous asses. Stop the rain.

    I am in a foul state the last two days. A touch above angry tears. I am angry but in a good mood kind of way. I think that is the scariest, I believe it to be a form of mania for me. Matter of fact I sent Brandon to the corner market for some vodka
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  3. I am so sick of

    this rainy ass weather. We get a bit of rain then just clouds, then rain, then stops. Nothing is getting a chance to dry. I have brush and wood that needs to be burned, grass and weeding that needs to be done. Today was not supposed to rain. It already has. Supposed to be warm and partly sunny. slowing getting there.

    I am in a foul state this morning. This mess with my caregivers has really gotten to me. I am just furious and they have been fired. So now I am networking for a new caregiver.
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  4. Wound up doing

    a whole lot of nothing yesterday. Laid around, watched tv, played on the puter, even sat on the patio and listened to the rain and birds while I got caught up on a couple of magazines. My knees are blown but I am going to have to deal with it until I can get in to see my ortho at the end of July. That is so long. Especially since the appt. was made three weeks ago. They told me to call in the event that they have a cancellation but right now I have no car so it's not like I can go even if they do. ...
  5. Not sure what to do with myself today.

    It is supposed to drizzle all day long on and off. My pain levels have been ridiculous the last four days. If I can get to my spot later in the day and rest and watch tv then the next day isn't so bad but if I do all my usual during the day then stand in the kitchen for however long it takes to make dinner my knees are ruined the next day. Like today. I overworked myself on Tuesday, took wednesday off except for dinner then was on my feet Thursday in a cleaning mode all day then dinner so yesterday ...
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