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Chris is babbling again.

trying to change my life one thing at a time

  1. Well I

    Made it through the day yesterday. Of course. Brandon missed his job interview and both of us were broken hearted. I started thinking...yeah don't hurt myself...and sometimes I get a feeling about things. How they happen and that they possibly happened for a reason. the whole mess with Cj's car breaking down just as I got home, thank God because I was out in the middle of nowhere and had considered taking the long way home but changed my mind right where my two turns were. Had I taken the long way ...
  2. Sometimes I feel

    like I don't want to do this anymore. This so called life. I am so tired. I am so tired of having things break down, plans ruined, the anxiety about money, the pain. When I think of the years I still have left and it is just more of this only getting worse I figure whats the damn point. I try to do right. I try to be a good mom, person, and everything I do or want to do is surrounded by obstacles. It is a constant battle to do anything. It is so bad that nothing gets done because I am frozen, I ...

    Updated 06-05-2019 at 02:49 AM by houghchrst

    Chris is babbling again.
  3. Sick of this depressing

    rainy weather. And it hurts so bad with it constantly changing to rainy then sunny then rainy again. Reminds me that my ex use to call me the Michigan Weather Girl because my mood changes as fast as the Michigan weather. LOL yeah still brings a chuckle.

    We are really struggling financially and next January I am going to lose another three hundred a month. How does a person live on 771 a month. I think I could do it if I didn't have a few credit cards. I think I will have to let them
  4. raining again

    here today. That's okay it was nice for two lol. Don't know what I was going to say. I don't have a whole lot going on.

    My last of the four ferals I fostered has been set free to roam the house though she is a bit afraid to leave the foster room. Los Gatos has decided that since she can be friendly that she should get a chance to be adopted. Fortunately my little Odin has befriended her and so he goes and hangs out with her. I just went in there and there was a cat laying in each open
  5. OOoops

    Looks like I posted in the same color twice, wondered how long that would take LOL. Getting some music therapy this morning. Alexa is jammin' on CCR. I would say that CCR, Led Zeppelin, Fleetwood Mac and only a few others can I listen to their entire repertoire and not get tired of them. Got everyone fed which I must say has become much easier, my meds, some stuff picked up. Ready to go work outside, this will be one of our few and far between nice days.

    I am so happy with the upped
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