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Chris is babbling again.

trying to change my life one thing at a time

  1. I must get this down

    or I may forget but usually I remember these. It was night and I was in a very sleek large building. Almost like some kind of science facility. There was a lot of dream before this but this is what I held on to. I walked out onto a curved balcony, for a second I am facing myself standing there from a distance and get a sense and sight of how big the building is. lots of glass and metal. Oh and the moon, the moon is full, almost like sunlight. The balcony curves out onto the water and the moon is ...
  2. It looks like

    This will be the year without a christmas tree. Chunk won't stop climbing it and I am not putting my precious decorations on a tree for him to destroy. So I can get rid of this fake tree and we will try again next year with a real tree. I think he will be older and a real tree harder to climb into so we will forgo the tree this year. I will make my charlie brown tree pretty.

    My list of things to do fluctuates though always at the tip top is the quitting smoking. I think I am going to
  3. Well now I

    see something new at the top of the page so I have no idea how this will work out. woke at 3:30 this morning. I kind of am reaching a point of where I am 53 years old and I want to stop stressing about all the things I am not doing. What I really want is to be happy enough to be able to change some things. Does that make sense. Is it easier to change a few things you don't like about your life if you find some sort of happiness within oneself. Stop worrying about getting some things done because ...

    Updated 12-07-2018 at 06:02 AM by houghchrst

    Chris is babbling again.
  4. Well danged

    If I did not get any laundry done. Instead I got about a half a dozen other things done and by then my knees were blown out. I went out and got the stuff for my ferals and some desperately needed shopping done. so after that I didn't get to my ferals. thank God I don't have to go out Christmas shopping. Got it done online thanks to Amazon.

    This fostering and animal saving sure is hard. It is heartbreaking and makes you hate people but there are so many heroes out there from all walks

    Updated 12-03-2018 at 02:30 AM by houghchrst

    Chris is babbling again.
  5. Been having

    Haven't been keeping up. The house is not really suffering but that is about as far as things get. Almost like trying to change things in my life has caused me as much if not more stress and anxiety than if I were stop trying so hard and just let it come naturally instead of trying to force it. And good lord let's throw guilt in there. Guilt at not getting things done when I think they should be done. I almost wish I had a daily schedule and do such and such at this time, right on through the day. ...

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