trying to change my life one thing at a time
of sun here and there. Pretty cold but the sunrises have been beauties and I get a bit of it coming in the patio doors, was standing out in it yesterday morning in front of the vet office wishing they would hurry up and open the doors lol. I have no clue whether or not I mentioned it here but I have noticed this year that the winter sun feels warmer than it use to and I have also noticed that the snow melts faster when the sun is out. Use to be that if there was snow on the ground and it was cold ...
Updated 03-07-2019 at 04:29 AM by houghchrst
Medical Marijuana and trying to get out on my own before the caregiver's disappear. I have space for a small grow room and an expert who is willing to help me. He was very angry when I told him I might have to go back to work. We have known each other for about five years now and are familiar with each other's disabilities. He said it is stupid that now that things are changing that I don't grow for myself. I would only be able to handle for myself because growing is a 24/7 job. He is going to check ...
Updated 02-21-2019 at 04:25 AM by houghchrst
Today I think we will pick a theme lol. My thoughts and feelings on being alone. Not as in being in a room alone but as in not having a mate. I absolutely love being single. The only thing I miss is the laughing and the cuddling. If I could be in a relationship that asked no more than that and have it be on my time then yeah, that might be perfect. I love being able to come and go, nap whenever I want, nobody to clean up after, nobody to cook for, clean for (thats a big one lolol) made myself laugh, ...
Snow is gone. Only took two days. I am totally stumped, first we get the so called polar vortex with a state of emergency and a few days later all the snow is gone and we are in a warm front. Does this not scare people? Not getting anything done but the bare minimum. Am wondering if my foster work is taking away from my work around the house. I spend all morning combing the rescues for needed help and posting about my fosters trying to get them adopted that next thing I know it is ...
here. Seems like forever since I have been here. Guess two weeks is a bit of time. Psych meds have evened out and I am questioning my own true need for them. That day when my head had cleared and I had energy and felt good then I go get my scrips and while a few of my symptoms abate and calm I feel frickin' blah. Just blah. No energy to do anything. Too damn cold to go out right now. Have been getting more music therapy. Been cooking more. I for the first time in a long time am overdrawn for a ...
Updated 01-30-2019 at 10:54 AM by houghchrst